I feel Loneliness only when surrounded by other people. I love talking one on one with someone – but as more people enter the space – I feel myself disconnecting. Around very large groups of people I feel cut off and alone on the planet. I don’t feel a oneness – like we are all in it together, that people say they feel at large concerts and rallies. I wish I did feel that way. It spirals quickly from loneliness to despair, as if I or anything around me even matters. Loneliness, as currently termed, defined and understood, is actually…